Today is a good day. I got good sleep last night and although I felt REALLY tired all day, my mood was good--I laughed a lot like I used to and I stayed at work the whole shift (9-6) instead of leaving at 3 or 4...There are moments where you say "is it really me?" "do I even know what it is to be 'normal' anymore?" but then you just sigh some relief in knowing that asking those questions in it of itself is getting better. I had days where I thought I didnt know who I saw in the mirror from the depression. I saw a chart of estrogen levels and it seems estrogen goes down on days 13 (today) and 14 before going back up until day 27....I cannot wait until day 20.
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